Don't waste your time reading

(I think with this font size, font color and length, you won't wanna read. Trust me, all rubbish. How good can it be from an early morning whining)

Argh, 615am now and insomnia is acting on me again. I either sleep early at night or early in the morning, I also want to fall asleep as fast as that pig does >:( All the thoughts running through my mind and I can't stop thinking, really very irritating. Most people are trying very hard to wake up now, but yet I'm here, trying so hard to fall alseep. Hate to hear my dad washing up and the opening of the door and gate sound, just feel like so poor thing? He has barely 7hrs of sleep and now he is going to work but I'm still awake, wasting my time off. I'm whining here and he will be getting up so soonz. Feel so unfilial :( Am typing all the craps that pass through my mind at this timing, so anyone reading till here, stop reading ok? Aiya I know some won't, so up to you la. I'm like talking to myself now, feel so cranky. @#$%&^%ZZZ now, feel like strangling people! Think daddy is going to open my door anytime, he is in the toilet now. By the way, I can't wait for everything to be over (best if the world is over)-.- can't wait: for these 5 weeks and spcpoc to be over, to get my shitty results(pray hard I won't forward any module!), my self-proclaim holiday to come(it is really my holiday now what! but then it's the the holiday of an holiday but not a real holiday 'cos it's a self-proclaim one) shit you if you don't understand, told you not to read already right? Argh I'm talking to myself again. Continue with my can't wait list: for school to start=year 2=more gossips=new modules=new batch of juniors=my legal 18(tho I know I'll dread going school in less than a week) a lot of thoughts about canoe went through my mind just now, wanted to pour everything here but I spent 45mins typing all these, beginning to feel tired :) next time perhaps. It really feels so heavy to carry this feeling, sometimes it's just so demoralising, but you know giving up isn't a choice. It is just so hard when I only had one team mate from my batch with me in cp. Isn't it so much better if we don't need to choose between one? So that I can have all the girls with me, train together, progress together and there's no gaps between anyone. Since almost all my thoughts are here, hope I can fall asleep after I read a few pages of GMH. Think when I wake up later, I will wonder what's all these shit I had typed. & my dad didn't come into my room, good thing? Good morning.