Today is again a shitty day, same reason again..
but dinner is fab :)
So tomorrow how? How is tomorrow? Sighs
How am I going to spend my last day of holiday? Training/Project/Outing/Resting

I'm totally unprepared
I'm so nervous till I feel like crying now
So many factors/problems/doubts building up all the stress
I scare I can't keep and let all the balls in the goalpost;
I scare I can't sprint fast enough;
I scare I can't do handroll when I capsize(I will cry in the water);
I scare I can't adapt to the boat/paddle?;
I scare I will drag the team down;
I scare We will get kick out right at the start..
I'm really scare :(