Life's still as suck as it is

My left leg is giving up on me,

please please recover!!

Altho I hate running, but I still want to run

Coming 4 days will be standing for 10hrs/day, getting to squeeze my way to the toilet &thinking of food all the time,

tell me how to survive?

I feel really really bad but give me more time,

I'll try

I need your understanding but bet you don't

This hurts but its hurting me more

Sigh...

How I wish... everything is a misunderstanding