Chapter five:

2010-12-13T02:46:00.002+08:00

I've moved to Twitter and Tumblr. Won't be updating here for the time being. Follow me!

2010-11-20T02:56:00.002+08:00

2010-11-08T02:57:00.002+08:00

2010-11-02T03:24:00.002+08:00

Okay I've not been updating. Life is pretty normal with school and some dates and events here and there. Moving on from phase to phase. Hmm that's it. Maybe I will be more active after I change my blogskin when I am not lazy? Till then. xoxo

2010-10-11T23:12:00.004+08:00

Found the right side photo at a blog, credit to that owner

Heart my nails ;) hehe have not spotted anyone with the same khaki as me. But I love the typical black patent. If I can choose again, think I will get the black.

2010-10-04T06:57:00.001+08:00

To be continued.....

Photos

2010-09-30T01:59:00.000+08:00

A day of Bugis and Iluma with QQ. The QQ mian tasted so-so when it used to be so heavenly and it costs 5 bucks for that pathetic serving with only one fishball, one meatball and few small dumplings. Koi 70% taste extremely sweet as well. This suck:( craving for cheapo $1.50 passion fruit red tea now!

I got lured to the arcade to the eat-money-machine aka catch soft toys. I was supposed to stop qq from doing foolish thing-.- And there is this guy who spent quite a lot just to catch a magnum, when the chance of catching it is like 1:100. Feel sad for him.

By the way I realised why I take forever to choose/buy something. 'Cos when it is hard for me to earn money, it is also hard for people to earn my money. Poor us!

A date with a pig one week back. Wanted to go Chinese Garden but I saw from a site that there isn't any lantern decor this year and on the other hand someone told me there is. Till now it is still a mystery to me-.-

Byebye! I am lazy to edit the size of the pics so please only enlarge to view, don't be evil to find fault on my face!!

2010-09-23T23:04:00.002+08:00

Stress. I can't stand myself. Why am I behaving in this way?????? I am just a fucked up person who is worth nothing.

2010-09-16T04:51:00.001+08:00

Blog neglected. Having crazy papers and I tend to spend hours clicking when I on the com. Moreover, why blog when I can tweet with my phone:)

7 hours more to squeeze all the information outta my brainy!

xoxo

2010-09-11T03:40:00.000+08:00

I miss Taiwan :(

2010-09-05T03:14:00.001+08:00

I ♥ my Birkenstock baby

Whatever it is, whatever it takes...... I

2010-09-02T02:57:00.000+08:00

My worst paper ever..........

2010-09-01T13:46:00.000+08:00

"Behind each smile lies a hundred courage and a million broken hearts"

A happy kid

2010-09-01T03:15:00.001+08:00

Hehe I've moved on and I am definitely stronger than yesterday.Cheers on that \m/ Yesterday had been a nightmare for me, today everything gonna be different. Nights ♥

2010-08-31T18:25:00.001+08:00

Old School

2010-08-31T02:35:00.000+08:00

Tonight is going to be the last night I cry for you.. with no confident.

2010-08-30T04:39:00.001+08:00

Left with 3 hours of sleep

2010-08-28T03:25:00.003+08:00

Very bored now :( I need to wake up 4 hours later but I surely drag for a 5 hours. My mind is filled with the yam puff(and the gross black pepper puff) I ate just now hehe:) and I can finally chew on the left side of my mouth after so many months, it's like the best thing ever! But ulcer pop out of nowhere after my tooth is filled:(
These two days(or is it three?), I saw 1:11am. Just today, I saw 11:11am, 1:11am on my phone and 11:11am on my laptop. I made the same wish for so many times, will it come true?
By the way, I read these almost everyday before I sleep since I've got wifi. It always make me cry and I hope someday I will be able to post my own story. Awesomeness! And somehow it gives me hope, esp sixbillionsecrets, that maybe my life isn't that bad, but just for that moment till I fall asleep. Everyone go and read!

(GivesMeHope)
(LoveGivesMeHope)
(Six Billion Secrets)

2010-08-28T00:54:00.003+08:00

Stress out

♥

2010-08-25T22:59:00.000+08:00

2010-08-23T23:12:00.003+08:00

Everyone have to miss trainings due to your irresponsible actions, happy?

2010-08-18T23:15:00.000+08:00

wo hen lei leh

2010-08-12T01:15:00.004+08:00

I wish..... we are still friends. It is so hard to let go, 'cos I can't find an end to this friendship. A lot of things and a lot of places remind me of you, do you know? I miss talking to you, do you know? I know you don't. If only.......

2010-08-12T00:33:00.001+08:00

Some random photos in my phone.............................

I think this is some toffee flavour, lovin' it

The cute looking durian cake

Pls tell me it looks damn nice! The no-bake cheesecake:)

Sewed this yesterday

2010-08-06T00:20:00.001+08:00

Understand?

2010-08-05T22:21:00.001+08:00

Why is it so hard to even fake a smile?

2010-08-02T01:44:00.000+08:00

I am quite happy that tomorrow is Monday and it is a schooling day. Monday is the only day w/o training, w/o worrying about lacking of sleep. Training everyday except for Monday is really a good way to chase away the Monday bluez but it is so fml~
Bored and tired now but find it so hard to go to bed w/o your text :(

2010-08-01T21:43:00.002+08:00

I baked a no-bake 0reo cheesecake hehe :)

I want your look, I want your figure and I want your life
Don't ever say you envy me, 'cos you will regret..

2010-07-30T02:46:00.000+08:00

I am very sleepy, body is working but brain is sleeping:(
Today I reached home at 11pm and being the last one to eat dinner, I took all the leftover rice(having the mind set of "I eat what I can and throw away the remaining")which is like almost twice of my normal serving aka a mountain high. So I totally forgot about it and finished up the mountain-.- right after dinner which was like freaking 12am already, I continued with my snacks which accompany me through the night. Oink:(

hehe you know I am updating my blog so regularly now for you to see when you come back. I am really very proud and happy for you :) 2km, which is up and down the lane of MacRitchie, is like mission impossible la! I think 200m is just nice for me but yet you did it with a gold. Today I am like a walking zombie in school and am feeling so down, your msg is the only thing I look forward to and it made me smile. Luv ya!

2010-07-28T21:50:00.004+08:00

Kfc for the 3rd time within a week. It is fattening, unhealthy, expensive and most importantly it is not filling! Freaking hungry now altho I have had 2 pieces chicken meal at 7pm! It is a miracle that I wanna do ccs ppt slides now but I have nothing to do! Must wait till tomorrow night to chiong everything again. Sian.
Today is damn bad, I am wishing for a better tomorrow after my 10 hours of sleep. Good night!
P/s: Babawang I know you will read this, don't sad altho I am also very sad. lub you

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Thurs Fri Sat Sun Mon Tue

2010-07-27T00:31:00.002+08:00

2 hours past, 174 more hours to go..
W/o you, nobody to ask me to sleep early:(
It is just so hard to hang on, problems never stop piling up and now even my family is failing me.
How? Giving up is just as hard as hanging on. Wo hen lei

2010-07-20T22:44:00.001+08:00

Need a happy pill

2010-07-16T20:04:00.002+08:00

You all are you all,
we all are we all

Totally no link at all, get it?
perhaps it is time for me to move on

2010-07-14T20:59:00.001+08:00

Walao double combo! Very sad ya know???? :( :( :(

2010-07-13T17:54:00.001+08:00

I am a loser, a failure......

2010-07-08T20:25:00.002+08:00

I kept quiet and said nothing doesn't mean that I am alright.
I joke and laugh doesn't mean that I don't cry.

2010-07-04T23:33:00.003+08:00

I didn't go mia on purpose. Am really busy. Will be back soon. Hopefully.

Hanging on is tough, giving up is tough

It's just a matter of which is tougher

2010-06-29T22:23:00.002+08:00

I can lie to the whole world, but I can't lie to myself
I am getting sick of posting in this blog 'cos I don't want anyone to read...

2010-06-27T01:22:00.002+08:00

I left the 'E' on top of my laptop and someone fixed it :) should be one of my brothers. hehehe

2010-06-26T01:29:00.002+08:00

I took out the "E" on my keyboard and now I don't know how to fix it back-.- very sad, I am like spoiling it now. Suddenly so many people talking to me in msn, can't sleep :( another job opportunity gone:( very sad is me. Good night byebye

2010-06-25T20:48:00.000+08:00

2010-06-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

Ask me anything
http://www.formspring.me/kohtwo

2010-06-22T00:42:00.001+08:00

www.Jerks&sluts.com

2010-06-20T22:35:00.003+08:00

Feeling very uneasy now. Just kill me, kill me and kill me....... I don't know why the hell I've to bear all these shit from the older generation. It really kill me inside out. fmlfmlfmlfml. Only way to resolve it now? Sleep. Byebye

2010-06-18T22:52:00.004+08:00

Dread the weekend, every weekend :< *inserts millions of sad faces*
1 more week of hols, 6 weeks of term 2, 3 weeks of yog/ivp, 1 more week of term 2, 2 weeks of exams... This whole thing just stuck in my mind and this kind of routine is like never ending. Sometimes I feel like there is nothing to look forward to, whether there is school or holiday is like neutral to me. Maybe the only thing I am looking forward to is to graduate, total freedom to work and to play.
Sighs and I always regret treating my parents with my worst attitude. I always feel very irritated when they talk to me and when they left, I regretted. I love them like shit and I dislike them like hell. I hate this kind of me.

I better sleep now, if not tomorrow I am going to regret not sleeping early tonight. ciaos

2010-06-17T22:32:00.002+08:00

Left house in the morning with the "heng ah..." mood that I don't need to hear/see the both of you quarrel but fucking hell still quarreling when I came home. And it always revolve around the same few problems. Totally spoiled my mood. Just want to leave this house, just want to move out(tho I will definitely miss home if I really get to leave) but still...... the both of you just don't understand., never understand. Do the way that you all think it's right, but have you ever tell me, give a thought for my feeling? If I am consider selfish, so are the both of you. You have done your part, but you just don't understand what we, or I am thinking and want. Do you know how much I've suffered? How my future is partly ruined? I push half the blames to you...

I am fine, really fine

2010-06-16T22:50:00.005+08:00

Wa-lao-eh! Just went back to the blogshop that I bought my red/white stripes sweater from and the price drop from 28.50 to 20.90! I can fucking hell save 8bucks if I've consider for a few more days. 8bucks a lot to me ok! I can eat like 4 cups of Mcflurry!
And D, I think we got scam for the toblerone you bought for me. $18 for 400g. I think school bang deli selling at erm 2(50g each) for $2.25? which is like $9 for 400g?? Another extra 9bucks gone! I can buy like 6 cups passion fruit red tea!
Yay just nice 11pm now!

2010-06-16T21:56:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow: Malaysia truly Asia ~

2010-06-14T21:01:00.002+08:00

Currently how I look like
And no matter how I don't like them, I still love my parents la

2010-06-14T20:32:00.002+08:00

Very hungry is me now with all the food running through my mind! Dinner just suck, vegs with ginger, egg with onions and meat. The only thing that can make it is the meat! Wanna ask someone out for dinner at 888 but very broke is me! Without money is totally fml. Fuck the trainings taking up so much of my time that I can't work. Very angry now!!!!!!!! Need to wait for parents to sleep first before I can make my own dinner. If not my mom who cooked the dinner that suck so much will nag as if she is like a goddess, sacrificing herself to cook dinner for the family. fml

2010-06-13T19:41:00.004+08:00

I am sleepy but have a list of things to do:

Sleep
Tidy my room
Decide on what to do with my fabric
Do up my board
My dinner!!

I want to sleep first then wake up in the middle of the night to do all these stuffs. But I scare I refused to wake up and how to sleep early tonight if I do.
I don't feel like doing anything now 'cos i am sleepy. Should have sleep when I reach home just now. The "should have, if..." appears. haha. Think i will sleep first.. zai jian

2010-06-13T18:57:00.004+08:00

Okay very obviously I've changed my blog skin. Will try to type more in every of my post, so that my blog won't look 'ugly' with that 5posts/page. But there is high chances that I am lazy/I don't wish to type out my life. Zai jian

2010-06-11T21:58:00.001+08:00

Today.............. I wasted money again

2010-06-10T23:59:00.003+08:00

5th day that I am studying like a dog. Don't tell me everything is worth it, cause this is bullshit to me. Don't tell me holiday is just tomorrow, cause there isn't. Just don't tell me anything, I just want to sleep.

2010-06-09T19:11:00.004+08:00

Don't understand why some people like to show their whole life to everyone, as in really every actions and thoughts. Like we ever bother? Or expecting us to go 'wow' or 'aww' about it? Most likely a millions of dots follow by an 'oh'. Conclusion: It's their ass problem, not mine. I am going to sleep.

Starbucky ♥

2010-06-07T02:06:00.001+08:00

mug ♥ mug ♥ mug

2010-06-06T03:20:00.001+08:00

Mooning :>

2010-06-04T23:54:00.001+08:00

Chanting........ I ♥ studying, I ♥ revision, that bitch isn't a bitch...........

tattoos

2010-06-04T02:14:00.001+08:00

so cute

love this

I like

haha I want the right one on my whole back

right: the failure kitty-.-

Some random search. Very tempted to have one on my body! Maybe after Ivp when I've the time, I go and do some research. hiak hiak

2010-06-03T22:27:00.005+08:00

hehe so cute

2010-06-03T15:22:00.000+08:00

Starbucky Caramel Frappuccino with Java chips

2010-06-02T15:52:00.001+08:00

fuck la! Every time also like that zzzzz

2010-06-02T15:29:00.001+08:00

tooth hurts like mad :'<
someone please bring me to a dentist :< :< :<

2010-05-29T22:06:00.002+08:00

This lovely baby which made my heart stop for a sec. Own it?

2010-05-28T22:18:00.002+08:00

i wake up i shop, i shop till tired i sleep, i sleep till shiok i wake up continue shopping..

2010-05-28T01:11:00.002+08:00

Helllllo

2010-05-24T23:23:00.002+08:00

Walaoeh! Why I keep eating?! My honey money$$$
Ql, if you're reading this, please beat me and drag me away whenever I wanna buy snacks. But I can't promise that I won't hit you back and won't ignore you. Today I spent $2.30 on yong tau foo, $1 on pear juice, $1.10 on sweets, $1.20 on curry puff, $1.50 on bubble tea, $6 on movie tix, $2.70 on horlicks mcflurry.... total $15.80! Sound quite lil but I never eat a lot leh!!!!! :<

2010-05-22T23:25:00.003+08:00

hi D, I want

cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock cold rock

2010-05-17T23:07:00.000+08:00

If only I am pretty.....

2010-05-11T23:46:00.001+08:00

Which one which one which one??? (w/o those printing)
What size what size what size???
hehe

The weekend yo!

2010-05-11T21:37:00.001+08:00

While waiting for them to run to my side...
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(lousy phone front camera)
hehe quite fun to watch them run, instead of running the route myself
buai buai

2010-05-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry :<
I'm also very tired..

2010-05-09T20:55:00.002+08:00

Sigh so tired yet there's millions of things waiting to be done. 3 zzz tutorial reports waiting for me. Maybe I also want to visit the doc. I've still yet to buy my windbreaker and bag. My yet to be done tote is waiting for me. Yet to travel down to Buona to collect my cert etc etc etc.... Whole week is pack like shit, can't even afford to skip any of it. zzz

2010-05-08T00:02:00.000+08:00

Hehe me got a new pencil case,
one and only made by moi :)

2010-05-07T21:32:00.004+08:00

My top left tooth is hurting like woohoo now, totally can't enjoy the cookies that D bought! That tooth is shaking and it always hurt when I am enjoying yummy food. Suck. But.. hehe just back from cheena-town:) can't wait to sew my hopefully-it-will-success canvas tote. Kallang tomorrow, suck:< Ciaoz

/think it is teeth not tooth:< all are shakin
&I forget to mention I had yummy frog leg porridge(look like the branch of geylang lor 9) @ cheena-town:)

2010-05-05T23:04:00.002+08:00

Am I the only one who can't accept it? Keeping everything to myself and making myself so miserable. I hate to sound like an insane, an emo kid.

2010-05-05T22:42:00.001+08:00

I can't find a reason to even smile. Beside food, can you be my reason? Please..

2010-05-03T21:52:00.001+08:00

Do I need to elaborate more on how fuck up my life is? Definitely not the way it looks like..

2010-05-02T22:30:00.001+08:00

Pretty

2010-05-02T20:44:00.000+08:00

What does H stands for?

2010-04-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

Today I was being taught, the fake smile..

2010-04-29T14:07:00.001+08:00

Pluck in the ear pieces and I won't get to hear what I don't want to hear :)

2010-04-28T22:35:00.002+08:00

Wake up la. Life is not like the dream you always thought it will be
Wake up la. The sun rises every morning, nothing is going to change the fact
Wake up la. No point holding on the something which do not belong to you anymore
Wake up la. Face the fucking music
Wake up la. Baoying, wake up la..
Aiya type all these also no use. I know myself too well, I rather hide.

2010-04-25T22:37:00.001+08:00

I feel like moving out, for the time being..

I need someone to constantly remind myself to stop spending and start saving! Await for the GSS

2010-04-21T22:20:00.002+08:00

hehehe

Bery long neber eat this already! Thinking of the croissant, the banana cup cakes, the scramble eggs. the hams, the tea, the cushion seats...... Sunday Sunday Sunday :)

2010-04-17T00:26:00.001+08:00

烦. I need enlightening

2010-04-16T05:10:00.001+08:00

Fuck the drama for being so addictive till I've to load the part one after another when it is fucking 5am now.
Fuck the user who uploaded the drama and cut away the ending song and preview for the next episode, making me feel that there one episode has not ended yet.
Fuck my com for being able to load for fast.
Fuck the bitch in the drama for being such a bitch.
but :) to the one who gave me the link (L)

2010-04-15T03:44:00.001+08:00

你送的礼物会不会太特别......

2010-04-15T02:09:00.000+08:00

Busy bee busy bee busy bee..... last 4 days before school reopen. I really wanna stop thinking about training and enjoy these 4 days, but it's hard. This holiday seem so long, pass so slow yet it also pass so fast. kh's bbq tomorrow night, shopping with QQ on friday, kallang? wedding dinner? team dinner? on sat and D's on sun. I've a lot of thoughts in mind, I don't know how to express it here neither can I type it out.. okay very tired, need to sleep. Bye

2010-04-14T02:10:00.002+08:00

我很烦，可是我不知道为什么我很烦.

2010-04-13T17:32:00.001+08:00

Have the urge to eat salmon mantai now! Nice weather, nice drama = good mood :)

2010-04-13T00:31:00.000+08:00

hello

Champions

2010-04-12T01:48:00.001+08:00

It is like wa-lao-eh when i talked to the onion online. Can't stand him! He invited me to video call like thrice but the main point is not to video call with me, he just wanna look at himself in the web cam! When I really video call with him, he was wearing his cap and at times he would just take out his cap to comb his hair. !!!!!!!!! and again main point of the video call is also to look at himself! but video call is damn cool, like real life talking, 'cos can see the face and hear the voice. Okay I'm just being random. One more thing. My tears dropped half way just now but I didn't bother to wipe it off. Then my dad came in my room to pass me my weekly allowance. What the shit! don't know whether did he see it or he act blur.

WALAO I TYPED ALL THE SHIT ABOVE TO COVER MY MAIN TOPIC I WANNA SAY, AND NOW I CAN'T FIND A 'TRANSPARENT' COLOR. OKAY, I LOSE OUT A BIT, LET YOU ALL SEE WHAT I WANT TO SAY (I KNOW THIS IS BULLSHIT. TOO TIRED MAKE ME BECOME CRANKY) BUT I DON'T NEED ANY COMMENTS. TYVM
Today mark the end of spcpoc 2010. During the prize presentation, those trophies were just so near, yet they don't belong to any of us. Nobody feels good, in fact I think that they felt hundred times worse than me. It's really heartache to see them tears. I swear (I hope la) tonight is the last time I'm going to cry for the lost of our game, our medals! Really thanks those guys who always believe in us, the encouragement and the text by dr. Ya, this is not the end, it's only the start. I'll bear this in mind, 11/04, a day I won't want it to happen again. We will definitely be back to get back what we lost, this time much stronger. xoxo

2010-04-10T00:13:00.002+08:00

My brother just told me he has been using my fb acc to play with castle age and mafia war. Wth! That's explain why castle age notification or whatever keep appearing in my fb profile page and everyone thought I played castle age! He even said I wanna show off to people the no. of friend requests I've. The problem is I have no intention to show him, he hacked into my acc!!! hahahahaah

2010-04-08T22:31:00.001+08:00

busy:) I'll update like soon

2010-04-04T23:45:00.002+08:00

I've a friend, a delivery guy @Mcdonald, who once told me that he saw me a couple of times when I was crossing the traffic lights at the junction. Today, I finally saw him and find it pretty awesome.

2010-04-02T03:46:00.002+08:00

Won't be updating for some time. I just remembered there's something waiting for me in my fridge.. ba zhang time! bye

2010-03-31T00:30:00.002+08:00

Hi my friend, I wish you're still my friend (maybe I'm thinking too much that you don't consider me as a friend anymore, but still....) so that I can call you now and tell you my problem. I know you will give me advise, nag at me and at the end of the day you will joke about it. Sighs

2010-03-30T00:30:00.003+08:00

sighs, who can I tell? & so what if someone knows, I won't go for the only solution. someone please solve this code.. izddtau
hais pls pls pls tell me what am I suppose to do?????

2010-03-30T00:09:00.000+08:00

My nose is semi blocked now, what a night again